i dont know how you can say you love me and still treat me the way you do. theres no fucken excuse to treat me like that. instead of worrying about keeping a smile on my face you make me cry and think its ok to hold the past against me still. you forgave me, reason why youre with me but its still held against me. how does that make any sense. i get it it was forgaven but not forgotten, but how are you gonna forget about something you constantly think about. the break you needed only seems like you need it to do your own thing. im not surprised if youre using it to talk to someone else. you can go hours without talking to me why? cause you obviously have someone else to talk to. its crazy that i can sit there and pour my heart out to you and all i get is an “ok” back. youve changed so much in less than a year. at first i saw the good side of you changing but you joining the marines has done nothing but changed you into a careless douchebag. i hope you realize what youre doing before its too late.